Stressball

These were some of the last words you left with me on this earth – and for that I’m forever grateful. I know that there was an immense amount of pain and struggle throughout your life, and with it came beauty and awesomeness. This passage will live on along with the rest of your legacy. ❤

Friend

… but I think, but, what can I do with meaningless life everyday? Just sit, looking at the clouds? I cannot do that. So I want to bring my meaningness, not meaningless, I want to bring my meaning of my life, like I create my life. Maybe only me, I can make my life. Maybe many people don’t like it, but I like my life. And then, I can stand. That’s what I feel like, now at my age. Finally. Because I don’t need to, everybody to recognize my life is wonderful or you know, great or whatever. I don’t need it, just, I need to create my life of my style and then, I like it. And maybe a few people like it. That’s the friends or family. So before I wasn’t sure like uh, always maybe I, I look for many people to recognize me – that’s why I was inside struggling. Um these people just ignore me this way like you know, anxiety, why? But now, it’s not necessary or it’s not possible! For many people to recognize me as great. And probably like um, celebrity – they need it. But uh, I’m not living in celebrity – just a ordinary life. I’m the creator for my life.